I’ve deleted my post on Awards. I wrote it when tired and upset, feeling alone and generally sorry for myself.
To anyone who read it I apologise if I made you feel bad for the awards you have received that was never my intention. You deserve every one that you get and I hope you continue to be proud of them!
I came on this morning with a thought about deleting it anyway and after seeing that it had made people feel bad I’ve done it. I was torn between thinking I might have been speaking up for people who don’t get them and not wanting to hurt the people who deserve the acknowledgement of the effort they put into their work.
I think from now on that any blog I write when I’m tired I will need to save and only publish after I’ve had a good nights sleep, delay the urge so to speak!