Been AWOL for a while this week again…lots of shifts, lots to do and got none of the stuff that I needed to do for myself done until today!
I woke up at 4 am for some unknown reason, managed to catch another hour or so later in the morning but oh I wish I could have made myself actually go to bed!
So…off to the supermarket at 8.30am, it was bedlam I tell you BEDLAM! People filling those big trolleys as if it was the last day the place would be open for months! Luckily I only needed a few essentials so I could use the fast lane…ah all hail to the fast lane and people who don’t over stock their cupboards in time for the midwinter festival we all
suffer through enjoy. Luckily I wasn’t getting veggies and meat there…that’s what the small farm shop round the corner is for! So that was the next stop…meat and veggies galore an awful lot cheaper than the big supermarkets too.
Home again and everything got unpacked just in time for my mum coming round with a few cards that had gone to her house rather than mine and to have a coffee. She’s taken a couple of cards to pass around her way and I’ll have to write some more to post today even if they won’t get there before Tuesday. She’s also nabbed the old rugs to clean them for me.
I think all of the pressies I need for the clan have successfully been acquired and part of today will be spent wrapping them up.
It’s been a tough week again but…Toby has been there for me and I’ve even had a letter to confirm that I’ll be getting some help…told my mum today and got that worried I have no idea what to say look on her face. I’m determined that one of these days she will accept that I have problems and not for her to panic over every little issue that comes up when she asks about them.
I thought some nice photos would help today and this final one…oh it’s so true. We need to remind ourselves of this sometimes.
We have been through some bloody tough things in our lives and we need to respect ourselves for coming through them as well as we have. We may be a little messed up after it all but our strength shows through.
People can try to judge us, but until they have walked in our shoes they can have no right to say anything about it….so let me suggest….
I’m on a photo posting rampage, I saw so many on FB last night that seemed to fit me perfectly I had to share some of them!
Oh and one other thing.
I’m crazy and I know it! 😉