How is it that even after it was a good day yesterday my mind is still finding ways to berate me? I keep hearing a comment by a woman that I heard when I have no idea whether it was about me and being told inside that it will cause trouble, that I did a bad job, that the parent will say she doesn’t want me to work with her daughter any more. Why can’t I just accept that it went ok, that the day was a success and that I will not get any bad feedback and get into trouble for any of it!
This paranoia is getting too much I need to silence those voices because arguing them is taking too much energy.
Need to still the chatter
the insistent voices in my mind
bring me peace and tranquillity
allow me to sleep
Need to silence the voices
the ones that shout and scream
that berate and demean
allow me some time
Need to hear myself think
the positives must be there somewhere
those angels who whisper
allow me to hear them